Regrets Of The HeartRegrets Of The HeartShe looks down from the heavensSee's the tears flow from his eyesPainful memories overwhelm himWith a hurt that never diesMemories of that fateful dayWhen his whole world fell apartOne mistake that cost him dearThe two treasures of his heartBecause of that one mistakeThat monumental errorHis whole world would changeHis heart would hurt foreverAngelic wrath from up aboveCame crashing down on him,Cursed for all eternityTo never sleep again.An angels curse she castThrough a tearful hazeThe loss of one so innocentFilled her heart with rageFull of hurt and anguishFor the child she could not saveShe acted out of vengeanceHer grief a tidal waveYet hate has no place in heavenHer lack of grace it cost her dearCast from her place in heavenShe too shed many tearsFor her actions that dayThe wheels of time have turnedAnd a lonely angel still see's allWatching one she cruelly cursedAnd still his teardrops fallOthers see the dark lordThe one w
Sweet SolitudeSweet SolitudeA burning feeling is inside of me,to vanish for a bit and not be seen.Disappearing just for a while,to lose myself and not be found.A place where I can be alone;where only silence can be heard.The only sound will be thebeating of my aching heart.Where there are no issues from life,or drama from something going on.Where I can hear the wind as it whispers to me.Feeling its soft breath up against my skin,as it slowly kisses me gently,soothing my inner self as I listen to its sweet melody.In this place where I sit,alone and calm,nothing else seems to matteras time freezes and falls apart.No phones that will ring,or people who need me.Especially the ones who don'tunderstand when I need to bewith just me.Here I can sit and look at the water,for time has stopped and is not moving forward.I can see the ripples in the sea,hearing it splash against the rocks ever so gracefully.A soothing sound that is relaxing me.Grains of sand run through my fingers,l
Nobody KnowsNobody KnowsBehind closed doors, noone can see, I bare my soulas my tears run free.
Because Of You... Because Of You...Do you remember the promise you made?I do, as clearly as the day you said the words.And yet, here I sit crying because you broke,your word to me.You broke your promise, our sacred vow.A vow made from the heart.An oath to never leave,To always be there no matter what,To never break this deep bondthat we had forged.Forged from trust,Melded together from compassion,And understanding of each other,And all we had been through in our lives.A dear and deep friendship that was supposed tobe forever.No longer will our words dance upon a page,Words meshing and clashing,Feelings being written because they wereunable to be spoken aloud,I am again solo, alone in this dance.Each time I cried your hands gently wiped my tears,When you needed a hug, I was thereCrying the tears that you couldn't shed,Stilling the sirens song with an Angel's melodyAs you were there so I wouldn't do the forbiddendance and lose myself in the process.Although miles separated
Requiem for an AngelA broken angel begins to stirThankful for all she can seeAlive, breathing and so awareAnd wondering how it can beIn the darkness he feels herThe one who has fallen from aboveIn the forest she is stirringCasting the ripples of her loveDidn't she feel the angel of deathAfter the work of those three menYet here she lays still aliveIn this beautiful wooded glenIn his mind he calls herBends her to his willAn Angel for a victimSuch an evil thrillAt her side two guardian wolvesWho tell of what they sawHow a Dark Lord cameAnd to death just closed the doorHe would drink her powerAnd at heaven shake his fistRevenge upon the NazareneWhat ecstatic blissQuickly she rises to her feetFor she must find her saviorAngelic power she still has someAnd she would grant him favorThe sun is slowly settingThen his feast it shall beginGod it was who cursed himGods own shall feel his sinHer wolves they rise and lead the wayTo a dark and brooding cas
Angel TearsAngel TearsDid you think she could handle it,the day you said goodbye,Did you think about the consequencesand all you left behind,Or was it all about you and whatyou were going through,Never once considering whatyour actions were going to do,Broken heart and lonely teardrops,the day you said goodbyeDo you know how much I love you,or how my heart would cry?I know that you are hurting,you know I felt it to....Why did you have to hurt me,why no other way?Silent tears pour from her eyesas she remembers the promises made,Easily she could quote each andeveryone of them,For they were ebbed in heart,etched there for all time,Never thinking that you would break them,that you wouldn't stay.These tears will not stop flowing,your promise will not fadeYour words an endless echo,forever in my heartI built my world upon them,you were my only rockAnd now everything is falling,my world was built on sand.....Countless times did she cry for you,Tears from her h
No MoreNo MoreI want to carve my heart out!!!I don't want it no more!!I can't handle this pain that liesInside anymore...It is too much to handle,Too much to bare...Just give me the knifeSo I can end it all here!Or if not that way...Let me slash at my wrists,Making deep cuts and watchingThe blood drip...My life means nothing,For I can't handle it no more!This heart has been hurt tooMuch and I can't handle itAnymore...I want the pain to end,To just go away.I want it to end today,To all fade away...Just to close my eyesAnd slumber always....An endless sleep,Where nothing resides...Just the darkness aroundMe and no more pain inside....
Forbidden LoveForbidden LoveHeaven cursed his noble heartFor a crime of deepest passionSentenced him to living deathThe night would be his prisonAbove him in the heavensAn angels heart so pureDreaming of forbidden loveHow long could she endureA lonely angel shed a tearFor a soul cursed from aboveFelt the pain of a noble heartAnd couldn't help but loveHis song it echoed in her heartA symphony of longing,Deep the need for burning loveTo feel passion once again,Upon long broken battlementsHe stood and watched the moonCould a lone and bloody demonWith another heart communeGazing down upon him,She watched heaven above,Crystal tears were falling,For the dark lord that she loved...
A SecretA SecretBehind the smile, inmy soul, a secret untold.I so want to die.
A Treasure In YouA Treasure in YouYou took off your mask,and bared it all,Showing a side of you,That some have never seen before,Trust and honesty, loyalty and heart,That is what I have found in you,Something so rare and beautifulThis is why I will treasurethe words you said this day,For no masks were involved,No persona's in play,Just two people talking,Being honest from the heartSo from me to you,I thank you for this gift,I will treasure it always,A special moments like this,For I will look back and knowwithout a doubt,That I have a Guardian Angel,Looking out for my heart...That is why I will trust in youTo guard the treasure thatbonds us two,For what we have foundis rare but true,Something so specialand everlasting betweenme and you
Holding OnHolding OnFor one moment I feel something I haven't felt in a while; hope...In this dark abyss where I have dwelt, I see a thin ray of light...I feel it touch me through the shadows that float around me,I grab at it, holding it close, and for one second I believe...I believe that things can change and will be better.Then you breeze in through the doorThe calmness I was feeling leaves, vanishesLooking upon your face all I can feel is the hurt, anger,and betrayal renew inside me...Like a knife pushing inside of a wound already open,Grasping my sides as the emotions ride over me,Silencing the tears of frustration that threaten to spill.Your 'know it all' attitude thickens the air,The pressure squeezes and builds until I can't breathe.Your conscious rudeness and uncaring words thunder,rumbling with such fierceness;Not once do I cringe before you, nor back down...I face your rage and scorn with my head held high,with hells flare flashing in my eyes.Never will you see the
You're FreeYou're FreeFeeling the torment inside of youThe way you were being torn in twoKnowing the dreams and pathYou would chooseI made the decision for you,Entering your heart I got to seeTwo different stairways and whereThey would lead,One of light, joy and peaceOne of darkness, rage and pain,That needed to be released,Closing my eyes and raising my handFeeling your emotions that was echoingwithinThe silent tears that you would cryRan down my face as if they were mine,These words I whispered softly and firmFilled with love, caring and all that I am,"I weave a web of a golden gateSeparating the two and freeing youFrom this fateYour rage and pain I take withinIn return I give to youWhat you have cravedWhat you needLight, love and peaceYou shall knowIt will bath your heart and your soul,No more pain will you feel,Only the light of loveNo more rage will consume your heartOnly peace and happinessNo more darkness will fill your heart,Only the radiance of what I
I SeeI see the sun,I see the stars,I see the moon and the sky,I dance in the rain,I dance in the sun,I dance in the hail and the snow.I sing to the sun,I sing to the moon,I sing to the stars at night,I see them twinkling,Like they're telling me a secret.I love the moon,I love the stars!I love the sun on my face,I love the wind through my hair,But when i'm around you,I don't feel,I don't love,I don't dance,and i don't sing,When i'm around you, i only see,and i only hear,I only hear you.
A storyAcross this blank universe I shall create,Every page a fight.Every chapter a tragedy.And hopefully.At the end.A love.As I write the story of you and me.
Golden DawnSlowly I awakewith Morpheus in my eyeto a golden dawn.
Don't Judge MeIn silence she suffered for so many years,Never once crying,Never shedding a tear,Learned the hard way to not voice a sound,So never once did she cry out loud,She took the abuse of many for many years,Suffering brutality and living in agonizing fear,Beaten, raped, and emotionally scared,Never once asking or crying for help,No that wasn't her style.Yet even after these years,En-caged she has stayed,Suffering nigh terrors and fearsIn so many ways,Not learning who to trust,Or how to except love,Yet not once did she scream or cry to anyone.No one knew she was a victim of abuse,No one would know, for she never uttereda word.Until the day came when her inner voice neededto be heard,The voice caged in who cried all these silent tears.So finally she spoke of it to a select few,Opening a door that was supposed to stay closed.They gave her courage to take the first step.Giving voice to the one who never spoke out.Giving voice to the one who never cried.Even though
Broken HeartBroken HeartYour words today were so cold,And bitter as well.They took me by surprise,And hurt my soul as well.Everywhere you went I alwaysTried to be there,Helping and reaching out,Showing you how much I cared.Yet today I was dealt a bitter blow,To a heart that was always true,For I never saw you just as a friend,You were the sister I never knew.So many things we shared,The good and the bad,Our ups and downs,Now I am sitting here,writing this with tears and a frown.I thought you knew me better than that,I truly believed you did,But maybe I was mistaken,It was all just in my head.Tears flow from my eyes,as I lay down tonight,With a weary heart,For your words and actionstoday have broken and torn it apart.
DarkDarkWalking in this darkness,No hope can be found,Feeling so lost and alone,No light or sound around.Stretching out my hand,Hoping to feel something there,Only thing that I touch,Is empty cold air.Twisting and turning,Loosing my way,Going further into this darkness,That fills my life everyday.I have finally decided,There is no way out,Here is where I will stay,In the darkness of my mind.
New SecretsNew SecretsYou never loved me,but I shared with you my little secrets.No, you didn't ask it.No, I didn't expect anything.I just felt so,and to proove to you my intentions.I never expected that you'll love me,but I couldn't imaginethat you'll tell my secrets to a dogand send him to get me!Why?Therefor I created new secrets,but again I want to share them only with you.
ProvidenceProvidenceDancing through,I'm torn apart,All For All,My Sweet BelovedThere's No Hope,There's No Dreams,Only ProvidenceAnd SinsNo Prayers, Just Faith,As 'am Scratching My WoundEther Voice You Don't Call,So Gracefully I Fall.Blind dance my every step,As a vapour you arrived,In the shadows we've metAnd was risen, lonely birdThere's No Hope,There's No Dreams,Only ProvidenceAnd SinsNo Prayers, Just Faith,As 'am Scratching My WoundNo Defence,In Truth I Fall,As You're There,Standing TallAll My Light Lost In You,In The Fire Of Your EyesEther Voice You Don't Call,So Gracefully I Fall.Blind dance my every step,As a vapour you arrived,In the shadows we've metAnd was risen, lonely birdThere's No Hope,There's No Dreams,Only ProvidenceAnd SinsNo Prayers, Just Faith,As 'am Scratching My Wound.
Parallilos IIΠαράλληλος ΙΙΠεθαίνω μαζί μουκάθε νύχτα,πάντα στους ίδιους εφιάλτες,χωρίς να μπορώ να με βοηθήσω,παρά μόνο να ξυπνήσω,αν τα καταφέρω.Κι όταν ξυπνήσωνιώθω χειρότερα,γιατί είμαι κουρασμέν
Demons Are HuntingDemons Are HuntingSent to warwith no arms at allFight to live and die againSurviving is unfairHell in you, Prayers of deathKeep your hope back insideFull their lines, an endless fightOne more step to the other sideLeft by friends, alone in lineLeft in darkness, in the shineOrdered chaos for the blindDream of AngelsDemons are hunting, their gameSent to warwith no arms at allFight to live and die againSurviving is unfairSplit in pieces, Prayers of deathFlow your scream to the skyTraitors stray, an endless fightBlow your dream, just denyLeft by Love, alone in lineLeft to freeze, in the sunshineOrdered chaos for the blindDream of AngelsDemons are hunting, their game.
Parallel IIParallel III'm dying along with myself,every night,Always on the same nightmares,Without being able to help me,But only to wake,If I succeed, so.And when I wake up,I feel worst,Because I'm tiredand even more alone.And hopethat feeds me and kills meat the same time,Always leading meto do again the same mistakesand I feel worst,Because I can't wake up,Neither I want to sleep.
DIS - GRACEWatch the stars,they will blow tonight,Hold my head,I have lost my fightEase your eyes,I'm alone tonight,There's no ice,I came you to findI feel sorry,but it's not 'am shy,I feel sorry,I should not denyI feel sorry,but this hole of Lightheld my sensesall this wasted timeY ' insisted long,Now I'll stop denying,Blind, so wrong,Not for me such buyingNaughty flirt,but so pure, 'am 'mazed,Feel my dirt,Feel my bitter tasteOne more guyon your working night, 'feel so dry,You dragged out my lying.Thank you lady, 've treated me so fair,Fairy not,but still me I dareAfter all,It is just a nightand the hole;still It's full of Light.
OTI KI AN YINIΟΤΙ ΚΙ ΑΝ ΓΙΝΕΙΜπορώ να σ' αγαπήσω ή να σ' αγοράσω,Ότι κι αν γίνει΄ Θα σ' αγαπάω.Μπορεις να μ' αγαπήσεις ή να με απορρίψεις,Μπορείς να με νιώσεις ή απλά να με ξεγελάσεις,Μπορεις να μ' αγκαλιάσεις ή να &
The X TaleCloudman came,back in time,He ruined our lives,he stole our prideEnslaved us all,like soulless beasts,He used our fleshfor his own needsWe couldn't fight,We couldn't standand all we knelton the blue blood.But soon they came,Ellords supreme,Outnumbered, yet,Enough to winTotal War,the earth was shocked,The fire they usedforever lost.A giant hole,they're pushed inside,Ellords, they sealedthe gates outsideAnd then it camean endless storm,No fire left,everything lost. \/\/\/Again we start,like new born babies,Erased all,the line of agesOur flesh worn-out,Oooh, How we bleed!Our life shortened,We born weak.Ellords will help,a new beginning,Corruption comes,Ellords now splitting.The earth is changing,We shall follow,Ellords now 'r' gone,yet, no sorrowWe also split,like the Ellords,We fight each other,count no cost. \/\/\/And cloudman's watchingfrom inside,They have observersoutsideAlso a few,mentally strong,appear
Open WoundBroken dreams in lovers room,Pain's flowing in the air,She's so perfect, my doom,Pain's growing, I don't dare.
An Angel's ArmsAn Angel's ArmsNo more tears. No morefears. I offer you love andsafety in my arms.