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Tears of an AngelTears of an Angel

I don’t know how much longer that I can be strong,
This storm is so great, I feel like I am coming undone,
Winds wrapping around me, I can hardly breathe,
The rains breaking me down, tearing at the seams,
Burning eyes I have, that don’t shed a tear,
The weight upon my shoulders, I can no longer bear

What once was strong and impenetrable, these walls of mine,
Are slowly crumbling around me, dust into the ground
No longer able to shield myself, from all that’s going on,
A heart slowly dying inside, no longer filled with joy,
Sadness and sorrow have engulfed my very soul,
Sometimes I truly wish that I was

Because Of You... Because Of You...

Do you remember the promise you made?
I do, as clearly as the day you said the words.
And yet, here I sit crying because you broke,
your word to me.
You broke your promise, our sacred vow.

A vow made from the heart.
An oath to never leave,
To always be there no matter what,
To never break this deep bond
that we had forged.

Forged from trust,
Melded together from compassion,
And understanding of each other,
And all we had been through in our lives.
A dear and deep friendship that was supposed to
be forever.

No longer will our words dance upon a page,
Words meshing and clashing,
Feelings being w

Forever MoreForever More

It's said true friendship is strong
A tree hundreds of years old
yet I saw a withered leaf falling
And the green begins to fade

Look beyond the withered leaf
See past the fading green
Look down into the soil
Where strong roots do grow.

I can hear dry branches cracking
And all the oncoming storms
Black clouds darkening the sky
Are we strong enough to prevail?

Though the branches may crack
As the winds bend them back
Look beyond the darkening clouds
The rays of the sun can be found.

I don't want to lose what we had.
I don't want to see it die.
But the wind takes the leaves away.
A barren skeleton is w

The Devil's DanceThe Devil's Dance

The whispering of your words
On the wind were heard,
As the demons chases
This angel through the night,
Heart pounding while running
Through this maze,
As tears of blood run from
My eyes,
Trying to calm the urge to dance to the
Forbidden song,
To stop the pain that is tearing my heart
apart from within,

Dancing on the song,
That is said to be forbidden...
Is a long journey,
No one knows what can
And what can't come out
From that release.

I know what can come
For I have heard that song before
And danced the mystical dance of the unknown
Losing myself to its lustful beat
Its blood thirsty rhythm feels

Sweet SolitudeSweet Solitude

A burning feeling is inside of me,
to vanish for a bit and not be seen.
Disappearing just for a while,
to lose myself and not be found.

A place where I can be alone;
where only silence can be heard.
The only sound will be the
beating of my aching heart.

Where there are no issues from life,
or drama from something going on.
Where I can hear the wind as it whispers to me.
Feeling its soft breath up against my skin,
as it slowly kisses me gently,
soothing my inner self as I listen to its sweet melody.

In this place where I sit,
alone and calm,
nothing else seems to matter
as time freezes and falls apa

Love BlossomsLove Blossoms

My Sun shines brightly, I can see her smile
I told her it would happen, the right one would come.
Always doubtful, but never was I
I saw it happening right before her eyes,
Then with one blink, he became hers
A seed bloomed, that was planted long ago,
A flower of love, a beautiful rose…

Broken Heart
Broken Heart

Your words today were so cold,
And bitter as well.
They took me by surprise,
And hurt my soul as well.

Everywhere you went I always
Tried to be there,
Helping and reaching out,
Showing you how much I cared.

Yet today I was dealt a bitter blow,
To a heart that was always true,
For I never saw you just as a friend,
You were the sister I never knew.

So many things we shared,
The good and the bad,
Our ups and downs,
Now I am sitting here,
writing this with tears and a frown.

I thought you knew me better than that,
I truly believed you did,
But maybe I was mistaken,
It was all just in my head.

Tear

OvercomeOvercome

I do this...well...when it is needed.
I haven't written in so long
Yet tonight it is needed
For my emotions have been drawn
Like a fountain they pour
All that is inside of me
Silent words never spoken
The tears that are never seen

I am not sure if it will help
I am not sure of much at all
To many emotions
I wish it would stop
I want it all to go away
I wish I truly had wings
Maybe then I would be free
Maybe finding peace and serenity
Yet that is a childish thought
For the world we live in
It will always be a dream...

Dying From LoveDying From Love

His sweet words touched her heart
Now it is bleeding and torn apart
His gentle touch as he held her hand
Now it is empty as a barren land
His tender kiss across her lips
Ignited something deep within
Now they are parched and dry
Craving moisture that he would provide
He caressed her heart with his love
Now it is screaming from the pain
Dying slowly as she cries in the rain

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Behind an Angels Smile

by =DarlingAngel0565, Jan 23, 2009, 6:36:44 AM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

A part of me wants to curl up and cry
Tired of trying so hard to please those all around
I just want to lie here and not feel anymore
To go within myself like I have before
Blending in with the shadows until you
can’t see me anymore

Opening my heart to those like I did
was a big mistake
All it has brought me was heartache and pain
A since of loss that I haven’t felt in a while
Spiteful and wicked tongues have hurt me
more than I will ever let you know
Words have cut through my heart like a knife
making it bleed once again.
Causing silent crystal tears to shed from my eyes

Another part of me wants to scream and yell
To push back and hurt those who have wounded me
Wiping the tears from my eyes, they flare once again with
hells red fury
Rage is flowing through me and I can’t turn it off
Yet honestly I don’t want to, I love the feel of it

A section of my heart has turned black and as cold as ice
Causing something dark and beautiful to arise inside me yet again
Rising up and seeking to hurt the ones who have made
me feel this way again.
I want to strike out in revenge at the pain of betrayal
I am feeling
Wanting to take the knife that was shoved in my
back and in turn stab it right back
I want them to feel the pain I feel three folds over!!!
I want my Vengeance!!!

Yet to do all of this would be to hurt someone
I truly love more than life itself
Someone who means more to me than the hot anger
I hold inside.
So I will do what I always do, what I am good at
I will hide it all behind an Angels smile.

Behind an Angels Smileby =DarlingAngel0565

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

Just verbalizing some inner feelings the only way I know how.

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~Briesster7 Nov 4, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

beautiful

=DarlingAngel0565 Nov 18, 2012 Professional Writer

Thank you

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=DarlingAngel0565 Dec 10, 2010 Professional Writer

Thank you again for the feature my dear friend

*sesam-is-open Dec 10, 2010

My pleasure

~ArtBennyRGrau Dec 7, 2010 Hobbyist General Artist

Holy Lord it's like ... it's me talking in this...
damn.

=DarlingAngel0565 Dec 8, 2010 Professional Writer

So you have felt the same way?

~ArtBennyRGrau Dec 8, 2010 Hobbyist General Artist

yes. I felt I had to pretend I was happy to make others feel well, then I realized I am nice cuz it's how I am, though that won me lots of betrayals, lies etc. Like a girl who swore she would be my friend no matter what and when I would greet her she ignored knowing me until she didnt talk to me at all. Same happened with almost everyone in college, my comic book artist circle, friends who hacked my computer just cuz I have a diferent ideology, one of em overcloked my pc cuz I eat meat and she didnt agree with that.
She apologized but never said why until I realized my pc was destroyed by her sending me an exploit on an mp3 and it happened while chatting on msn. others stole my art work and insulted me . another made a comic mocking me because of my condition
( anxiety, depresion, ) and i knew the guy for 15 years and he called me a worthless piece of shit of a huiman being.
this is to name a few little things and not the really messed up things I rather not leave here though i have nothing to hide.
I lost my faith in people, my love for art which now drawing to me is a chore, but I try to encourage people.
so I cant say I know what YOU feel personaly but I do feel the things you are talking about here.

=DarlingAngel0565 Dec 8, 2010 Professional Writer

Wow my new friend, you have been through so much.

Yes you can truly say you know how I feel, or at least what I am talking about.

I know you may have heard this before, but you never have to worry about any of that type of behavior from me. I am an Angel to all, seriously

~ArtBennyRGrau Dec 8, 2010 Hobbyist General Artist

good

I try to keep my chin up
though do expect lengthy rants on my journals
of stuff I need to vent etc, silly things and overall
manchild immaturity that makes me sound line im a 12 y/o girl
teeny bopper. what with the chibis and the cutsy talk
and hyperactiveness

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