As each day goes by I become her more
My anger feeds her fury, making her strong
My built up frustration quenches her thirst
Thriving on my deep rage that’s inside me

I try to keep tight control over her
But she is so much stronger now
In a hot minute she will flare up
Awakening, enraged ready to do battle

Yet I no longer fight her like before
For at this moment in time I need her
The eternal light that everyone loves is dying
Fading away with each cut given unto this heart
Diminishing with every blow to this fragile body

Curling away from the world and all around
Unable to take anymore pain right now
Just so damn tired of it all and everyone
Overloaded I turn to her, call to her

No longer holding her back
She raises rage flaring from her eyes
Ready to protect, defend and attack
Her anger is felt, radiating from every pore
Her wrath is seen in her deep red eyes

These are the only words she spoke to me:

“You called and I came
Because I felt your pain
You locked me away
Trying to keep control
Look where it’s got you
No where at all

I heard your cries before
Ignored them I did
Feeding on your pain
Drinking of your tears

Yet this time is different
The urgency was there
I felt the loss of your light
Your essence within

Looking at you
What do I see
The pain in your heart
runs deep as can be
The sorrow in your eyes
is torture to see
A former shell of what
you used to be

I am here to stay
So all be aware
Angel of Vengeance
is the bitch from hell!!”