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Holding On

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Holding On

For one moment I feel something I haven't felt in a while; hope...
In this dark abyss where I have dwelt, I see a thin ray of light...
I feel it touch me through the shadows that float around me,
I grab at it, holding it close, and for one second I believe...
I believe that things can change and will be better.

Then you breeze in through the door
The calmness I was feeling leaves, vanishes
Looking upon your face all I can feel is the hurt, anger,
and betrayal renew inside me...
Like a knife pushing inside of a wound already open,
Grasping my sides as the emotions ride over me,
Silencing the tears of frustration that threaten to spill.

Your 'know it all' attitude thickens the air,
The pressure squeezes and builds until I can't breathe.
Your conscious rudeness and uncaring words thunder,
rumbling with such fierceness;
Not once do I cringe before you, nor back down...
I face your rage and scorn with my head held high,
with hells flare flashing in my eyes.
Never will you see the pain you've caused,
Never will you see me cry.

It's weighing me down, pushing on my already heavy soul,
Trying to drown me under tremendous waves.
Struggling, I fight grasping my piece of light...
Tightly holding on, I desperately cling to that ray of light.
I hang on; believing with all this Angels might,
Like it was my last hope; that it would save me...
Because I know if I didn't, then I am truly lost forever.
This abyss will swallow me whole inside its black inky depths…..
This Angel would be no more….
Holding On..

Thank you *007Balel for editing this piece for me.

CrimsonAngel :blackrose:
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