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Here I sit, staring at the screen,
Trying to figure what to write about me
An introduction is what I am supposed to do
But I have no idea what to say thus far
I always stumble and fumble
Never able to write about myself,
Yet I always have the words
To help others in need
The words flow like water
Smooth and comforting,
But when it comes to me,
They are filled with stormy waves,
The only time they honestly come free
Is when my emotions are running high
Then my fingers run across the keys
At a fast amazing speed,
It is like a burning need
A deep fire inside,
To release what has happened
And no longer hide.
I should be honest and say what I feel,
But that is so not easy for me,
That is why I took this challenge,
To force me to write,
To no longer bury these emotions
That lay buried inside,
To free me from the chains that bind,
Maybe then I can find the real me.
Trying to figure what to write about me
An introduction is what I am supposed to do
But I have no idea what to say thus far
I always stumble and fumble
Never able to write about myself,
Yet I always have the words
To help others in need
The words flow like water
Smooth and comforting,
But when it comes to me,
They are filled with stormy waves,
The only time they honestly come free
Is when my emotions are running high
Then my fingers run across the keys
At a fast amazing speed,
It is like a burning need
A deep fire inside,
To release what has happened
And no longer hide.
I should be honest and say what I feel,
But that is so not easy for me,
That is why I took this challenge,
To force me to write,
To no longer bury these emotions
That lay buried inside,
To free me from the chains that bind,
Maybe then I can find the real me.
Literature
I Was
I was made to be broken.
Literature
Remember
It's really great to have a good memory.
I mean, you're really lucky to have such good memory.
School work, all the good times, who wouldn't want to remember?
...having a good memory doesn't mean that all the bad times go away.
Hearing her say "I've never said anything mean to you in my life!"
Then why did you yell at me "I don't love you, I hate you!"?
Why do I have to respect a man that said "Go read for once" "Clean the damn house for once" "Someone's trying to lose weight in this family." to me?
Why do I have to remember? Why?
The best part is,
They never remember
They think I lie when I quote them.
They never believe me
Literature
Instability
Instability
I'm losing my control
Failing to take hold
Of my withering soul
Falling into the cold
Lonely frozen domain
Consuming my breath
Icy daggers of pain
Will become my death
It's too easy to crack
To break into despair
To just fade to black
Misery poisons the air
A bitter smog of lies
Choking out the sky
Stinging my lost eyes
I've no tears to cry
The line wears thin
Upon it I now stand
Wait for it to begin
As I try to withstand
That oncoming wave
A dark seething ocean
Nothing I can save
From my dead emotion
Every film or book
Pushes just too far
Each literary hook
Leaves a burning scar
A depressing insight
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The real you is soooo wonderful,my beloved!!!As wonderful as your writtings!